sugarnot

I started out great in school and was on the road to a great future.  And I dont know if this will help my cause at all, but at sixteen I began doing drugs and drinking quite a bit.  Over the span of six years I was constantly high or passed out some where.  I was so smart as a child and my future was slipping through my fingers.  At the age of 22 I found out I was pregnant and I was so scared of being a momma.  I quit using and drinking the moment I found out I was going to have a baby.  I even gave of my beautiful Newports.  It was really hard to do this to my body while I was expecting but it was worth it to have my baby be born healthy.  I will be clean for five years in December of 2007.   I cant tell you how wonderful it is to say that.  I have come along way and now I have two beautiful babies.  They are now my addiction and I want them to have everything in life they need and a little of what they want.  To do this I am planning to go to school in the fall to find a job that will allow me to give them all they deserve.  I am hoping for help from the college with funds but I'm not sure of my cars capability to get me back and forth.  I just need enough to fix my car and give myself  and my children a chance at a good future.