I started out great in school and was on the road to a great future. And I dont know if this will help my cause at all, but at sixteen I began doing drugs and drinking quite a bit. Over the span of six years I was constantly high or passed out some where. I was so smart as a child and my future was slipping through my fingers. At the age of 22 I found out I was pregnant and I was so scared of being a momma. I quit using and drinking the moment I found out I was going to have a baby. I even gave of my beautiful Newports. It was really hard to do this to my body while I was expecting but it was worth it to have my baby be born healthy. I will be clean for five years in December of 2007. I cant tell you how wonderful it is to say that. I have come along way and now I have two beautiful babies. They are now my addiction and I want them to have everything in life they need and a little of what they want. To do this I am planning to go to school in the fall to find a job that will allow me to give them all they deserve. I am hoping for help from the college with funds but I'm not sure of my cars capability to get me back and forth. I just need enough to fix my car and give myself and my children a chance at a good future.
